I’m feeling like I just want to go to bed.  BUT at the same time I have that desire to DO something.  What the hell is that all about?  I guess it’s the pudding I call my brain trying to tell me something.  I let you know when I figure out what that is!

Today is a day off.  My plan is to eat and then nap or nap and then eat.  That’s the plan.  I’m chilly and I feeling like snuggling with the dog and a book until I fall asleep!  Take Care everyone!

I have been wanting to write about this but is sounds like a whine and I feel like I have been whining a lot lately.  But hell it’s my blog so what difference does it make?
There are three Entertainment musts in my life.  1)To take my mom to see Bob Seger before he dies.  2) To go see LYNYRD SKYNYRD become this lead singer dies and they replace him with someone I don’t like.  3) See Fiddler On The Roof at the theater live starring Topol!  I thought I miss that one, he was old when he did the movie version, but I saw on T.V. I was wrong.  He will be retiring this year after something like 40yrs on stage.  So my last chance is coming up March 3rd – 8th at the Detroit Opera House. 

Now here is what sucks.  I know the seats are tiny, momma and I have been there when we both had smaller buts and had problems, but I would call for special arrangements.  My problem is with me so far behind on the bills is it’s a luxury item,  So I am battling myself.  Things like “I work a lot so I deserve it”  “No deserving things adds to the bills.”  “But he is going to retire!”  “Hell you thought he was dead anyway and missed it”.

So folks be my Jimney Cricket and tell me what you think?  I could use a few opinions!

Hello my name is Cindy and I am Lazy!  Yes that is what I said l-a-z-y!  I feel like I have done nothing that I should be doing.  Nothing that I want to do.  I feel like I just sleep, eat, work and watch t.v.  And why?  Because I am LAZY.  And why am I telling you this?  Well I guess to out myself.  I need to get off my ass and my head out of the chip dip and DO something.  Now to figure out what?  A more structured routine?  More social time?  Not sure yet.  But I will figure it out!

A few moments of quite as my husband and our guest run to the store.  Don’t get me wrong I love both, but some days I am not a social person and this is one of them.  There are somethings I would like to talk about like the two movies I watched this weekend, my brief, but special chat with my niece and of course how the old toe is doing. At the same time I don’t wan to just now.  I think I blog better during the late night or when I just wake up. The mind hasn’t had time to fog with whys and hows.  So I guess I will sign off for now and enjoy my company!

Happy Valentine’s Day everybody!  Well today is the first day back at work (again) and I am looking forward to it (again).  I miss my guys.  I miss feeling like I am doing something for myself.  So did anybody get any goodies they would like to talk about?  Today is a goodie free day as I am sure it is for many people in these hard times.  But just being able to be here.  To write almost everyday is such a blessing.  So to all family and friends a Happy Valentines Day!  Enjoy every minute of it! 

Hi! Okay my nephew is over and he and my husband were watching a show about a man that makes pool tables.  We were just talking about shit and we started debating.  So I am asking you…You meet a guy who makes pool tables what is the first question you would ask him?  We have very different ideas and we both think other people will agree with us.  So tell us your answer and in a couple of days we will see if you agree with one of us or what is the most popular question if there is one!

Hi everybody!  Well it is official I will be spend a couple more days at home.  My blueberry, I mean toe has shrunk and the stitches are holding great, but a couple more days the doctor ordered.  But I have been assured that if I am good and drop nothing else on my foot I can go back to work Saturday.  As long as I take it slow and put it up when I can.  Which is the best fucking news!  I can’t afford to take time off.  I had a few vacation hours left, but not enough to cover all this.  And I sit and worry about money.  And then I eat.  So today I am not going to worry!  Today I am going to shower, read and relax.  AND the big thing is to switch from the “good meds” to the motrin over the counter.  That way when I go back I am alert and I can take good care of my guys!  A big thanks to the guys at work and my boss (even though my boss is the only the one that visits here) for being understanding.  I work with good people.

On a brighter side when Dar and Michael came to visit us they brought me a tulip (which some of you know is a nickname I got from my friend Jen).  The tulip hadn’t bloomed yet, but two days after their visit we had a little surprise.  Isn’t it beautiful!  Thank you Dar and Michael every time I hobble past it I just smile!

@#$%^&*!  That is what I said on Tuesday morning while moving a heavy desk I dropped it on my piddie (or in the non-medicated world my big toe and a little of my foot).  Yep so my first day at work was my only day at work.  I hoped to go back to work tomorrow, but my toe looks like a large blueberry and hurts like a mother fucker so I am betting I will be out a little bit longer.  I would like to show you, but under Doctors orders if I touch my bandage my husband is supposed to break my hand.  Not that he would, but you know what I mean.  So I sit, watch t.v., pee (in the restroom of course), sit and take my meds.  So I am going to show you how I look while I am trying to do what I am told.  It’s not a pretty picture, but the drugs are great! 

Yep that’s me looking like dazed ass, but hey I am doing what I am supposed to do for once.  And see my puppy is keeping an eye on me.  So I’m off to take more pills!  Take Care and I will let you know what the doctors say.

In two hours I will be back at work.  It has been a great vacation.  I got to catch up with some friends and family.  There are a few I still owe a visit or a movie to.  But I got up at my schedule time and I am eating breakfast as I blog.  Here are some pictures of my furry children and some lessons I learned while I was off!

Time with family and friends is very relaxing! This is Kiya (age12.5) the cat and Tyler (age12) the dog.

I should get lots more sleep then what I do.  And I will. This is Cali (age 9) the cat.

No matter how many promises I make about starting on my diet during vacation I should know better.  Eventually something sweet or salty blows it all to hell and I’m left with a big full belly and sugar coma. Baby (age 11) the cat!

So I learned some lessons, broke a few rules but thanks to everybody that spent time with me during my vacation! And to those I haven’t seen I promise we will get together soon!