Having one of those days where I feel like being the unreserved and sometimes offensive.  Are you ready?  Lets talk panties…Being the size of a small car limits the panties I get to chose from however it will be a cold day in hell before I go back to the granny panties.  I’m a big bitch, but I am also a sexy big bitch.  So if I get in a car accident or something I want my bras and panties to match.  Granted the four or five people it will take that are working to move me to the exam table may not give a fuck, but I do.  When I was younger I read a story about a young beautiful plus size nurse who had the hots for a doctor.  She got in an accident and when she was in the ER he had to cut off her clothes and he got all turned on by her underclothes.  A totally stupid story that my 13 year old brain loved and it stuck with me.  So even today I have on a black lace bra and tiger print panties. 

Lets see what else can we talk about??? SEX…I hate the fact that it is regarded as such a taboo subject.  I think people should not be embarssed about what they like sexually when talking to their partners or their friends.  I think we put to much pressure on sex.. Sex is sweaty, hot and sometimes messy, but so the fuck what.  Two mutually consenting adults should be able to engage in acts that they enjoy.

Piercing…To pierce or not to pierce?  I miss my nose ring and I want a new one.  Do I want to spend the money?  Am I too old?  Do I give a fuck if I am too old?  Thinking about it.  Stay tuned.

Mr. Ed.  I am doing my best to be supportive of Mr.Ed and the truth is I don’t want to.  Mr. Ed is getting what I want.  Kiss my ass Mr. Ed.

Ok my cousin and his family have come up to visit so I will talk to you later!

Remember a while back I got in touch with an old friend from high school who lives England and asked me to send her some peeps because she couldn’t get them there?  Well she sent me a gift back in a little purple box.  She calls it my Naughty/Nice box and it is so fitting!

The little purple box contained:  I beautiful purple bauble necklace, A sparkly Hello Kitty Pen, some cool mint toothbrush, some shower smoothie soap (that actually says do not drink me on it). Some Palmer’s Cocoa Butter, a little note pad that says,“How to be Happy.  We are only on this earth for a short time, so let us live Wisely, Let us live WELL…and Let us eat CHOCOLATE.  Much Chocolate!!” A pair of body exfoliating gloves and durex Play tingle lube.  And finally A BOOTS Vibrating ring.  Which is a cock ring with a vibrator on it.  Who could ask for anything more?

Now I need to come up with something very impressive to send back.  Get any ideas let me know!  Thanks Rachel!

Isn’t that a great title, but between you and I that is about all I got.  How is everybody?  Since the last time I blogged I am feeling a million times better.  Amazing what sleep, no over time, the right meds and a better diet can do for a girl.
I am back at the other house at work and things are fine.  Nothing really changes there to much.  But people welcomed me back warmly and I appreciate that.
Today is my off day so I came up to my folks for a nice breakfast and to do some toe nails.  I must say I did well, no blood and only made Momma jump once.  But toe nails were flying all over the place.  We even joked about the landing in my ma’s coffee.
Ok.  So I was driving up here on this beautiful day and just singing away with the radio and the next thing I know I was pulling into the driveway at work.  And I thought what the F***?  I went on auto pilot and drove right past M-15 to work.  Duh!  So I called my dad said I was going to be a little late and turned around!  The hair maybe brown but the roots have to have some blond.
I have an appointment with the counselor this afternoon and then I am free to do what I want.  Which will be laundry, times with my pets and the book my mom let me borrow!  Take Care Everybody!

Wow!  It’s been a while.  I have been busy.  Too busy.  So busy that I lost my marbles for a while.  I don’t have time to go into all the details but I will give u an idea of what’s up.  I transfered again to another group home in the company with a promotion.  I was there less then two weeks.  I handle a lot of things well, but I found out I have a hard time with consumers who self abuse.  So I requested a transfer back to the other home.  At first I felt like a big huge failure, but the more I look at it the more I know I did the right thing.  So the promotion went to a very deserving co-worker that I adore and I am happy for him.  I guess management just isn’t for me. 
The medical result was the blood pressure went sky high and I cried for days.  So I went to the med doctor and the head doctor.  I got my mental meds increased and I am not going to do any overtime for the month of September because I am just burnt out!  The head doctor wants me to keep on telling myself “I work to live, not live to work.”  And I need to learn what I like to do besides work.  I got a couple.  Blog, read, swim and drive.  I know there are more buy I have to sit down and think about it
So that’s about it in a nut shell.  Hope to be back on-line soon from home!  Take Care!