I’m sitting here enjoying my Pepsi and the calm of my parents house.  I am feeling very solid.  Solid is the best term.  Not unhappy.  Not giddy.  I feel goodokayfinereasonable.  The last two weeks have changed me some how.  It’s like a more subtle I don’t give a fuck about a lot of things.  For instance…Say I owe you money.  Instead of making myself sick over it.  I will work the overtime when I can and pay when I can.  Say your talking shit about me at work.  Well if your not saying it to my face then it doesn’t matter.  If you have something to say about how I dress, look, walk or talk. I say whatever.  And if you feel I don’t care enough about the people in my life you really don’t know me.

I feel so relaxed and I don’t feel the need to really talk or be talked to by many people.  Just those that I truly love and enjoy. The rest I am fine without.  Simple.  Keeping it simple.

I maybe be looking for a new place to live.  Something a bit cheaper or maybe I just need to step up my goal for getting the house I am in.  Small steps.  Keeping them small.

The repairs on my house should begin this week.  I don’t mind the new tile that the home owner picked out, but I hate the counter top.  But since it’s not my house and I wasn’t asked to help look it goes in the whatever category.  Not going to get upset about it.

My puppy goes in for a teeth cleaning and oral surgery next Monday.  Puppy he is 13yrs old.  But now his breath won’t smell like somebody’s butt.  Other then that they are going to remove some old dog skin tabs and he should be in pretty good shape.  I call it the puppy tune-up!

And I think I am going down to The Biggest Loser Auditions.  I mean what the heck.  All I will lose is a wee bit of time.  The most I could lose is my whole ass if I got on.

Other then that life is as I said goodokayfinereasonable.  How about you?