Cindyisms

I’d like to tell you I have been doing something wondrous this last couple of weeks. No saving cats from trees, no finding the cure for cancer, hell I haven’t even cleaned my house. Work and more work. That is my life. It sucks but we do what we have to do right? I’ve been walking around very quite and keeping to myself. Just don’t feel chatty. Talking is just something I don’t want to do. People don’t get that. I like be quite, maybe that is from years of being a big mouth! What do you think? Am I weird because I don’t want to talk?

Hey everybody! How’s life? I’m at my folks house to celebrate my birthday with them. Last night my husband bought me KFC for dinner, got me a ice cream cake and rented some movies for my birthday. One of the movies we watched was Hitch with Will Smith. I really enjoyed that one. And he bought me this t-shirt that I wanted. I didn’t end up getting my tooth pulled. I went to the appointment, but my gut said they were idiots and then their actions proved it. So I said I’m out of here and don’t even think about billing me. So I made an appointment with my husband’s dentist for Monday. They have brains there.

Momma is making me tuna noodle for lunch/dinner which I love, but rarely eat because David doesn’t like it. And she made me a cake and got some ice cream. Can you say weekend sugar shock? Then I have to go to work. Of course when don’t I work.

Thank you to all you who e-mailed me and wished me happy birthday. That was cool of you. Okay well I’m going to go hang out with my family!

Okay it is a day early, but I’m pulling a double tomorrow and the library will be closed! Does everybody have big plans? My big plans are to work and maybe BBQ for my residents. That’s about it. We did the celebrating yesterday at my brothers house and it was fun. I took my residents with us and they had a blast. There were so tired when they got home they barely managed to get their P.J.‘s on before they passed out.

Oh went to the doctor for my ear today (the specialist) it was a DOG HAIR tickling my ear. A big long white one. How embarrassing! The only thing worse would have been a pubic hair. Sorry I had to. Something in me can’t resist such things.

Other then that I got a doctors appointment on Thursday where again the doctor can stress that I’m getting old and I’ll have to restrain myself from kicking him in the balls. Then a birthday on Friday and working another double that day. Then hopefully lunch out on Saturday to celebrate turning 34. Or as my husband says 29 for the fifth time.

Hope you all stay safe and enjoy the holiday!

Eighteen hours at work and I’m still wiped even after a little nap. I made a decision. Yes, just one, but it is a very important one. I’m not going to get my tooth pulled on my birthday after all I only turn 34 once and I intend to enjoy it. Which means dinner out if my folks are free the same day as we are and a cake that I plan to make to my chocolate addicted enjoyment.

Couple people have asked me what I want for my birthday and my answer is the same. Nothing. What I want can’t be bought, begged for or even stolen. I want happiness for everyone. I want my other mother to get out of I.C.U. Next month when my job goes back to normal I want it to be better then it was before. Not much right? Okay a few oreos wouldn’t be bad either.

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Well I went to the doctor for my ear. I thought uh-oh ear troubles, tumors or some shit that is how much it’s bugging me. Guess what? The doctor looks into my ear and says I have two hairs in my ear that keep messing with my ear drum and making me wish I could stick a coat hanger in there to itch it. Two little fucking hairs! Grr. So I had to make myself an appointment with the specialist to have them removed. Yippee.

Then David got his wisdom tooth pulled today. I set aside three hundred dollars for it, but it only cost $105 and that was cool. So he came home and rested a bit, but he had to work tonight so you know that has to suck.

I’m working tonight, pulling a double tomorrow night and that my friends will pay for my tooth!

Well I think I’ll go finish up my shopping and head to work. Take Care everybody!

I’ve spent a large amount of time in both lately and in fact today I was in both. This morning I sat with my mom while my dad had he stuff done and that was good except the volunteer lady in the waiting room. That woman just annoyed the piss out of me. Luckily my contact was limited with her because I was in the type of mood where I would have either made her cry or just scared the hell out of her. I mean come on lady it’s a freaking waiting room, not a classroom. There is no need for seating charts. When the doctor needs to speak with someone all he has to do is say the name of the person he just worked on and somebody will respond.

Then at the library today the number of young people who don’t get library procedure is staggering. There should be a class people should have to take before they get to use the library. It should cover not talking loudly, silencing the cell phone, keeping all gangster talk outside and how to get a handle on uncontrolled giggling because they are just to stupid to find a book on their own.

Granted it has been a long day, in a long week, but damn I’m getting tired of the dip shits. Common Sense People FIND SOME!

And I don’t know about you, but I need it! I mean I’m down to forty cents! But hey I guess that is an improvement over some weeks just because I had that!
I took tomorrow off to run some over due errands and I have a “family” obligation that night. And grocery shopping is a must. I hate having a PBJ without bread. It’s too messy.

I was wonder woman today at work. I took care of my job and managed to schedule doctors and dentists appointments.

Have I mentioned I have a birthday coming up? In two weeks from tomorrow I’ll be 34. I wanted to go out to eat with my family at my favorite restaurant, but as it stands right now my dental appointment is that day! I’m having a tooth pulled and I have to work a double at work! I should be really bitchy that day!

My “other” mother had a rough couple of days, but when I called to check today she was doing much better. Now they are trying to wake her up and she’s being a bit stubborn. I’m going to head down to the hospital tomorrow if everything is still good.

Other then that just enjoying life as it comes. The book I got out of the library sucks. Luckily my mom gave me good one to read! Okay I guess that’s it! Take Care ALL!

The rest of my life is going okay.  Trying to stay busy and be positive so I’m here writing to you.  Then I’m checking out two more books.  Summer reading, I read so much more in the summer time then in the winter.  Then I’m going home to make dinner and pack my husbands lunch and send him off to work.  Then I’ll have the evening to do some much needed cleaning including the laundry mountain and read some of my new book.

Work is going so great.  I can’t begin to tell you how relaxed and happy everyone are right now.  Makes going to work such a just a joy!

Happy Birthday to my nephew.  I didn’t forget, I’m just broke.  Happy Birthday to my buddy Mr. Blue Eyes glad the lasanga hit the spot.  Happy Birthday to my high school best friend hope it was great.  And to Bill a Happy Birthday and I still think of you daily with love.

And a Happy Father’s day to all you fathers out there.  Happy Father’s Day Daddy.  And to Paul (from the other family) and my father-in-law Doug.

Okay I’m off to find something to read in the stacks and then I’m out of here to enjoy the sun from inside my trashy trailer with the air on.  Like I’d actually go outside!

As many of you know there is a lady who is like a babysitter/second mom to me growing up.  Last Thursday she went into the hospital and she is very ill.  She is holding her own, but it is a day to day struggle.  At first I didn’t want to go see her.  After all it is very hard watching those people who have been your strength at their most vunerable times.  When my own parents are in the hospital I’m there.  No doubt, no question, but that is where I’m supposed to be.  With my other mother she has children of her own and a daughter that fills the role in the hospital that I fill with my own parents so it seems kind of weird.  I went to see her yesterday and it was kind of hard.  But I had to see her for myself just to know what is going on.  Her color is good and they are keeping her knocked out , but in the light sleep.  You can tell she’s fighting and I expected nothing less from her.  When I called last she is still out and holding her own.  I’m not planning on going back up to the hopital today, but I will tomorrow.  That feels like the right thing to do.
I was talking with my husband and that’s when I realized that I have never been to the hospital when a member of my “other family” has been in for something serious.  Not that I didn’t want to, but I was away at school, had the flu or some other illness that made it impossible for me to go.  So I never had to be there to see how this family handles such things.  So right now we are waiting for her to “turn the corner” that is what the doctors says.  Me, I know she is one strong old bat after all she helped raise me.

I got an text from my God-daughter the other day. Text are never a good sign. Especially when they say “I need to talk”. That tells me it’s probably a teenage girl thing and my ass is in trouble. I suck at the teenage girl thing, but I called her because that is what good God-mothers do.
Let’s do E=Emily and C= for clueless God-mother in conversation

E-What does it mean when you like a boy and he says to you that he wished he could find a girl as cool as me?
C- It means you’re screwed!
E-Huh?
C-It means that you have fallen into friend mode and no matter how big your boobs get you stand little chance of being anything more then a friend to this guy.
E- Why? I mean if he wants a girl like me, why not me?
C- Who are you asking? I’m like the original guy with boobs friend. I still hear almost on a daily basis I wish more girls were like you.
E- What do I do?
C-Well…If it were me…I’d put my feelings out there with this guy and see if he gets a clue. He’ll probably will give you the just friends crap. But at least you tried and eventually when you have moved on he will realize his mistake and want to slam his nuts in a drawer.
E- I don’t know if I can do that.
C- It’s a rough thing to do and when you feel one way and they feel another way it blows. You cry, eat and eventually you move on.
E-Can’t eat I’m starting to get fat…
C-Fuck you twig, don’t start that stuff either. Your not even close, don’t do that to yourself. If I hope I have taught you one thing is that no matter what the size you are somebody will always be into you. It’s just your job to pick out the right one.
E-I know, but this guy…
C-Is barely a guy. He is still a child as are you. Don’t put to much into it. And my words of wisdom for the end of this conversation are. In the future don’t wait so long before telling a guy you like them. Let them see how cool you are then say hey I’m into you, are you interested? If he is good, if not move on.
C-That and if you get pregnant I’ll kill you.
E-Awww God why do you always have to say that?
C-Because it makes you whine and it’s fun. Not to mention when that time does come you’ll be more likely to be prepared because I have informed you and heckled you!

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