Look People I think this is either week two or three and I’m posting again! Maybe the dry spell has ended. Maybe just maybe I can keep this vow! Oh wouldn’t it be nice.

It takes about three weeks...I have been hearing that a lot lately. The doctor said that about the caffeine. He said if you can stay caffeine free for three weeks your in the clear. Three fucking weeks? I’m going to try again and keep on trying. But you know what is difficult about it? I run on caffeine. So I have to learn to sleep if I get tired instead of drinking a pop. Well if there is such thing as beauty sleep I should be pretty damn hot in a month. I’ve only been up since 11:00AM and I could use a nap. Please and thank you.

Three weeks is how long before the anti-depressants are supposed to work right to. I dunno I’ve been taking them for three days and I really don’t give a shit about to much of anything right now! But I know what he meant. He meant before I feel closer to normal. Of course I’m not sure what normal is for me anymore.

Three weeks is how long it’s going to get the water weight gone on the diet that I’m doing. For the next three weeks, every time I turn around I’m gonna have to pee! Like I didn’t pee enough before. My hands and feet are puffy and believe me the last thing I need it to look more puffy.

Three weeks is how long it will take to adjust to a daily exercise plan says the doctor. GRRREAT! He says once I get in the habit I’ll start enjoying it and not want to miss a day. I think he is mixing up exercise with sex. If excersing lead to orgasm I would believe him.

So in three weeks I should be off the caffeine, out of water weight, like to exercise and be in a better state of mind. I guess we’ll see!